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For old age
is honoured only on condition that it defends itself,
maintains its rights, is subservient to no one, and to
the last breath rules over its own domain. For just
as I approve of the young man in whom there is a
touch of age, so I approve of the old man in whom
there is some of the flavour of youth. He who
strives thus to mingle youthfulness and age may
grow old in body, but old in spirit he will never be.
I am now at work on the seventh volume of my
Antiquities. I am collecting all the records of our
ancient history, and at the present moment am revising all the speeches made by me in the notable causes
which I conducted. I am investigating the augural,
pontifical, and secular law; I also devote much of
my time to Greek literature; and, in order to exercise my memory, I follow the practice of the Pythagoreans and run over in my mind every evening
all that I have said, heard, or done during the day.
These employments are my intellectual gymnastics;
these the race-courses of my mind; and while I
sweat and toil with them I do not greatly feel the
loss of bodily strength. I act as counsel for my
friends; I frequently attend the senate, where,
on my own motion, I propose subjects for discussion
after having pondered over them seriously and long;
and there I maintain my views in debate, not with
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strength of body, but with force of mind. But even
if I could not perform these services, nevertheless,
my couch1 would afford me delight while reflecting
on the very things that I lacked the strength to do.
However, the fact that I can do them is due to the
life that I have led. For the man who lives always
amid such studies and pursuits as mine is not aware
of the stealthy approach of age. Thus employed
his life gradually and imperceptibly glides into old
age, and succumbs, not to a quick assault, but to a
long-continued siege.
1 i.e. the lectulus lucubratorius, used when reading or the like.
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